I GOT THAT A LOT

Hello everyone! Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Holiday!!!

Is this holiday?

With full of tasks?

A lot of thing need to do? 

Siblings, cousins, all relatives come back home? 

Having a cousin's wedding ceremony.

God. I did not touch any work yet.

Argggh. Kinda stressful HAHA  

However, did you know that even if you are stress, you still got a lot that one thing. What thing that I am talking about ? 

LOVE.

Yes! love is what I got a lot since I was born. Until now, I cannot describe what is the exact definition of love. Everyone has their own perceptions towards love. But, don't worry because only you can describe your own 'love'. I am pretty sure all of us not lacking of love right? For me, even there was a lot of thing happened in this week, I was thankful because I still got love from all of my family. Their willingness to come back home already proves that they were concerned on thing that will going to happen. Well it not easy to make all of your family members to come back to hometown. Everyone was busy with their work and their own family. 

Now, I want to tell you guys that I am very thankful because I have got a lot of love from my family especially from both of my parents. Whatever I did, wherever I go and whatever happened on me, they will always be there and standing still to support me. I am touched. Furthermore, for me, this is more than enough for them to prove their love towards me. 

I think I can't live without them. I love my family so much and I like that feeling when I am closed or near them. Of course, I am grateful to have this awesome family. Thanks God....

Let's recaps when the first time we are in this world. Our mothers take a good care of us since we were born. Everything she did for us. Give us a lot of love. On the other hand, the man we used to call as father is willing to go out everyday and seek for money just to improve our family's condition. Even if it was sometimes very challenging, a father never shed a tear. He knows he had better be strong to raise us well. Can't you see ? Even if we give them nothing but they still provide us everything.

I cannot describe how much I love my mom, my dad and my family. They are always with me even I really like to rowdy with my siblings but they always help me when I have any problems. 

My family is also my strength. When everything is going ups and downs, they will be with me every time. They are my backbone that always love, support and encourage me to be a better person everyday. This is my greatest present that I have.. Sincerely, I'm very thankful to have all of these thing.Thank you God..   

DO LOVE YOUR

Judgement 2016 ;)

First entry for 2016. HAPPY NEW YEAR guysss! Hope you will gain more happiness and joy in this beautiful year. hehe

First of all, let's read my story before we go to our topic for today. Enjoy your reading! hehe

     One fine morning, Johan was waiting for a bus at a bus stop near the shopping complex. While waiting, he noticed a young boy eating a banana and then throw away the banana skin onto the ground. He walked towards the boy and reminded him that littering was not a good habit.

     'Please do not litter. Someone might slip on it and fall'. Johan said to the boy.

     However, the boy did not listen to him. Instead, he just sees the banana skin and walk away. 

     'Do take your banana skin and throw it into the dustbin. Are you deaf ?!'. Johan said angrily to the boy .

     The boy still doesn't care what Johan says to him. When Johan was turning around, he accidently stepped on the banana skin and fall. The boy who watched the whole incident, laugh loudly.

     'How pity you are. Next time,do mind your own business. Don't be very busybody person'. The boy said it to Johan.

     Johan was very angry and because of the boy he fell down. 

     'I hope you will get your punishment as soon as possible!'. Said Johan angrily to him.

     The boy continues walking and laughing. As he was crossing the road, suddenly, a red car crashed into him. Many people rushed forward to the boy. An old man called an ambulance. Half an hour later the ambulance was arriving and took him to the hospital . Johan just looked at the boy without taking any action . He was satisfied because the boy got his punishment.

     At night, Johan cannot sleep well. He kept remembering the boy. Suddenly, he saw the boy was in his room. He tried to close his eyes, but he still saw the boy.

     'You caused my death. I'll kill you!'. Said the boy.

     Johan runs out of his house and shouted for help. Unfortunately, no one heard him. The ghost kept following him. His vision has become blurred and he fainted.

     He heard someone called his name many times. When he opens his eyes, he saw his mother. Johan was very thankful that he was only dreaming . He tells his mother about the real story. His mother advised him to go apologize to the boy. Johan realized about his wrong behavior and want to meet the boy to apologize. On the next morning, he went to the hospital to pay a visit to the boy. He was very thankful when he saw the boy only had a small injured. He met the boy and ask apologize from the boy. The boy apologizes him and said it was his own mistakes too. 

     After the incident, Johan and the boy become friends. Them always going out together. Once a time, the boy said to Johan that his parents were divorced since he was a child. The boy had advice them for not divorce, but his parents do not listen to him . Ever since then, the boy lives unmanageable since he staying with his father and his father was very busy with his new wife. He does not care about him anymore. Because of this, the boy very hate of advice and always showed a bad attitude in front of people.  

     Johan realized what had happened to the boy. On that incident day, he judged that the boy was very rude and have a bad behavior. Now, he know what makes the boy become like that. He said to himself to not make his own point of view and judgement towards anyone easier because we did not know what actually happened to them. 

Last but not least, this story tells us that we need to always be careful and not easier to make our own judgement towards someone. Yes! I'm sure, all of us does not miss from this attitude. We are only human being and that feeling and attitudes have been deeply ingrained in ourselves. Realize or not from someone appearances, attitudes, education, style of conversation, we're very easy to make our own perception. As example, just look at someone that always buying a lot of clothes and eating at luxury restaurant, I'm pretty sure the first thing that will come to our mind is like 'Oh well, she/he is coming from a rich family. Not wonder she/he can doing that such of thing' Yes. This is our judgement towards them. Instead, we're not know maybe they are trying very hard to save their money for that thing and obviously, they are not coming from a rich family. Remember, the judgement that we make will determine our decision. 

Everyone may not be good, but there's always something good in everyone. Never judge anyone shortly because every saint has a past and every sinner has a future.

A Movie Based On True Story That Inspired Me

Do not give up whatever happens, if we give up then its nothing

Hello guyss! J

Its being such a long time I did not post anything here, right? But today, I will share to you a stories.. to me this is very magnificent story I had watched! Hehe

My lecturer asked me to write or it’s easy for me to describe it as ‘Review’ a movie/film that very give me motivation. I need to choose one movie based on true stories and review it as much as I can. I hope you guys will enjoy reading it! Good luck! Hehe

I am someone who really love about movies. When I have free time, I frequently spent my time by watching some movies. At home, I will sit in front of television twenty-four hours to watch movie and sometimes my mother will angry with me. Hehe I love all kind of genre of movies. The only kind of movie that I don’t like is a movie about ghosts and creepy. Don’t try to give me that movie if you don’t want me to scream as much as loud I can. Haha

Okay. Back to our topic.. 

Guys..did you have hear a movie title THE BILLIONAIRE or TOP SECRET? It is  interesting right to have two title in one same movie. I don't know why it have two title..or maybe you can find out for me that reason? Or it’s just normal to have many title in one movie? Let’s figure out! haha

Okay.. now let’s me give you some summaries of this film.

This film is a true story about Aithipat or Top Ittipat, who went from an online video game addict to a billionaire. At age 16, Top gained 400,000 Baht monthly from playing online games. Age 17, he was willing to fail school and instead earned money from selling chestnuts for 2,000 Baht. Age 18, his family went bankrupt and remained 40 million Baht in debt. Age 19, he released Tao Kae Noi seaweed to more than 3,000 branches at 7- Eleven. At this present, top is a 26-year-old businessman, the owner of the bestselling seaweed in Thailand. He owns 85 percent of the market share which is equivalent to 800 million Baht a year, and has 2,000 employees in his company. The Billionaire will let you get to know Top Ittipat in details about how he turned himself from an online game addict whom always got disparaged by teachers, to a famous young billionaire. How did he raise himself up to his position ? surely, everyone desires to get rich, yet not everyone dares to succeed like him. Find answers that have made Top become a billionaire, while you still can..

THE END

Actually, this is my third Thai movie that I had watched which was worth amazing. The Thai movie that I had watched is Friends Never Die and First Love. Go and watch it now! Hehe But for this time, I’ll discuss about The Billionaire with you. Yes.. I’m sure all of us most like to watch Korean movie and English movie compare to Thai movie right? But it’s not wrong if you want to watch the different. Its just like ’watch outside the box’ (actually, its ‘think outside the box’ but ‘watch outside the box’ is okay to use i thinkkkk haha) and I’m pretty sure that all of us very rarely watch movie based on true story..same like me. When I watch movie, I don’t know it’s based on true story or not what I know is just WATCHING and get some RELAXATION! Hehe

Now, I know it’s very good for us to watch movie from true story..and I can guarantee it will give us a lot of benefits instead of know the way to become success person.

The billionaire has so many messages. Just imagine, How can a boy with same age with us can have a very big determination in his life.. Yes. We have it to! But, just look others who are on the road in the evening, start the engine and started to race. Some teenagers anyway, sit out on the street or in the stall holding something in their hands and taken to the mouth for exhaled. Does they did not have vision in their lives? Does he did not want to become a successful person? Think about it.

In this film, Ittiphat Top is a big inspiration, he got deceived several times, fell down so many times, still he didn't give up instead stood up and worked hard to reach his goal which actually seemed impossible for a teenager!

This teach me to never give up to achieve success. Know that in this world, there is nothing that easy to get. We need to have very very very big determination in our live. Like the quote say,

‘Success is not measured by the position one achieves in life, but from the difficulties overcome when trying to achieve success.’

Besides that, Top also teach me to always being a diligent and hard-working. What we can get from this is that he always take notes briefly when acquiring new knowledge. We as a student can emulate this attitude by always make notes when studying. This is one of the tips to gain knowledge.

In addition, this story tells us to work very hard. For example, Top does not concede each time making an attempt in seaweed that he want to sell. When we are going to make something new, do not give up to try. Yes.. it might be a little bit difficult and I’m sure the feeling to give up will come in our mind . But, just do it.

‘When you  lose, You can lose everything. But, once you gain, don’t ever lose it’.  

Remember this!  

Other than that, in this movie also have certain thing not good to learn. It’s normal right in film it conclude bad attitude. It just to give gimmicks and climax but we need to take it in a positive side. Top in this film is a person that do not hear the advice that had given by his parents and always  playing truant at school. He also always like to playing video games and willing to spent a lot of money on it . This attitude we need to avoid as much as we can and know that without education we will lose. The most important thing, we need to hear advice from our parents because they know the best thing for us.

There were so many parts in the movie that moved me. Remember, after this don’t just watching it, but try to get some tips on that movie. Go and watch this movie guys. Enjoy  J

How would your life be different if you cannot eat anything except grass ?

'My life would be very different if I ONLY can eat grass'

Heyy! Can you imagine how your life will be if this happen to you? No chicken, fish, crabs?? No KFC? MCDONALD?? ARGHH it will be very sad story ending in your life. I can't imagine how my growth process will be. It's I'll become so short? Small with the bond become brittle and can be seen by others? Please I can't live with this situation or you CAN?

 But, today just make yourself at this situation. You are in trouble and there are no food around you, just you and grass. What the kind of different will you get? I'm sure it will be such a very interesting story in your life.. I repeat it just between YOU AND GRASS!

If you know that, grass contain a lot of nutrients same goes as other foods. This make cow eat grass, if not who will eat grass? WE ? OHHMAI!

 please don't compare you with cow. just IMAGINE ;)

First of all, I think I'll become someone who is very healthier among each other on this world. haha

It's because during my life, I just eat something that green in color. Have you heard that eating something in green color is much better?  But, actually what the means of 'green color' is just remind us to always eat vegetables. 

green color ;)

Secondly, I can save my money if I just eat grass. This is because grass is FREE and no GST's charge! hehe. Did you know when you eat chicken,fish etc you needs to pay some costs on it. Nowadays, this such of foods are much expensive and burdening especially to the poor.. 

 I can also make money from my advantage where I can sell food that is based on the grass because there is still no person undertaking this kind of food and business. I can sell it in my social media pages like Facebook or Instagram and I'm pretty sure that it can be viral and many people want to try it!   'Such a new and great combination of grass and some other food.' haha 

Besides that, I can also being a Vegetarian(in grass only). For your information, vegetarian is a person who does not eat meat, poultry and fish. If I being a vegetarian, I can lower risk of myself from getting heart disease, colorectal, ovarian and breast cancers, diabetes, obesity and hypertension.

Experience! Yes. simple word with big meaning.. what I mean is I can get a very beautiful experience if I can eat grass. This is because no one in this world could eat it. But I, CAN! I can tell to others what the grass's taste and I'm sure many people will jealous with me. haha

Other than that, I can become a Chef! Yes, CHEF! I can make my own recipe and of course, I can open my own cafe with all the food are made up from the grass. I'm also make my instant grass food and I want to sell it to International level. Let's people know me and let's get a lot of money. Don't think a girl like me can't go to International level! CHEF UMI IZATI will be mine! haha

I'm can also enhance my own survival skills when there is no food. This is because I can eat the grass not like other people that need to find another solution from being died of starvation. This is especially when we are in danger such as flood, and war where we are lacking of our food.

Other than that, if I can eat grass, I'll make sure no open burning will be occur because all the grass are mine and of course I'm the one who can help to save our environment . haha (so big vision) -.-'

I also no need to call landscape decorator and the mower. This can save my budget and of course I can spent my money to another thing like shopping. haha 

I can become someone who very take care of our nature and also a nature lover . I'll make sure my residence are being very clean and also filled with grass. It's will be very peaceful surrounding for me and my family.

However, it's just a sad life for me if all of my life I only can eat grass. This is because I can't taste any others food that I'm sure at this time, food are very interesting and delicious with their new recipe, combination and taste. As you know, in the olden days food like banana just eat like ordinary but nowadays, it mixed with another substances like chocolate and cheese.

 banana with cheese.

banana with cheese and chocolate.

Roti naan with cheese.

Durian with cream.

Nowadays, all food are being up-to-date same as our new modern environment where all people want something new with beautiful appearances.

Last but not least, we as human can't eat grass because in our body, there is no enzyme to digest grass.In this world, there are a lot of food can be eat and do not hurt yourselves from eating grass. There are a lot of reason why human can't eat grass and just follow the rule. hehe 

Remember, Allah created us with the best creation so what ever happen, just believe of His planner.

GRASS... just eat in dream :(

10 TIPS ON HOW TO BE CONFIDENT TO SPEAK ENGLISH

      Hye guys!! Have you read my previous post ? Hopefully, you have done and enjoy the reading okay.. It’s quite embarrassing to me actually because you all know my weakness in English hehe..

      I’m still nervous about speaking in English to others even though I have spent a long time studying English. It is because I rarely practice speaking as I’m afraid that I will make a mistakes or to be laughed at.

      Now, I want share to you some tips on how to be confident to speak in English. Yaa I know all of you might have your own tips in acquiring your English, right? But I think it is not wrong if I want to share some tips also. Hehe

1) Read texts out loud. You may start by reading aloud by yourself at home if you are nervous about speaking in front of others. You can also develop your fluency by reading some materials even only for 5-10 minutes a day at your own pace and on whatever topic interests you the most.

2) Start to make friends with English speaking expats. If you do that, you are then forced to speak with them in English, instead of relying on your native language. This tips can be done by posting a profile on an expat website offering language exchange services. Moreover, this can make you to know more people.

3) Work in groups of four or smaller. This is the best way to increase your confidence level. Many people get very nervous if they have to speak in front of large audiences. Try speaking English to others in smaller groups to build up your confidence. Share mistakes or stories with each other.

4)  Avoid being so overboard because the faster you try to learn English, the more pressure you will put on yourself. When you learning English with less pressure, you will feel less nervous when you make mistakes.

5) Always remember why you want to learn English. It is natural to feel frustrated if you are not confident with your progress. Whenever you fell this way, it is important to remind yourself of why you started learning English. Furthermore, it also can be a motivation for you to continue your spirit to become master in English.

6) Realize that your mistakes don’t matter. It’s because the people you’re speaking with probably don’t care whether your grammar is good or bad. They have their own problems to worry about.

7) Always be prepare. This is because what you prepare more will be the one you master. You can also try to speak with yourselves in English. This is one of the way to increase your English knowledge in a simple way.

8) Being calm. When we are calm, we can remind ourselves to relax and use our English knowledge correctly.

9) Positive mind set. This can make us become more mature and brave when speaking with other people. Believe that everyone have their own mistakes and remember, mistakes are good.

10) Practice the best method. This can be practice when we are speaking in front of many people, it is easy to use simple breathing exercise because it is quickly make us seem calmer and allow us to speak clearly.

      And these are some of the tips for today. Hopefully we can practice this simple tips and making us more confident to speak in English. Let's change our weakness into becoming a great English speaker.

'When you confident to speak in English it’s can correct your pronunciation mistakes until you make no errors. The more you practice fluency, the more confidence you will have because it gives you a safe environment to practice in, increase your reading speed and to process words faster.'

Challenges In Acquiring English

Hello everyone!

Nice to meet you again! Today, I want to share with you guys 10 of my challenges in acquiring English. It's not a simple language to master actually...and I still have a long way to improve my English :(

First of all,

1) I'm not master in grammar. English grammar is actually complex, difficult to remember and need to be use logically. I'm always use it wrongly. hehe.. This is because incorrect use of grammar can confuse the person that you are talking with especially to those who are hyper aware of grammar..

2) I'm poor in vocabulary.. It's very confusing for non-English speaker like me to master because as we know English has the biggest vocabularies of all languages..

3) I tend to spell words incorrectly. I think this is because I was exposed to many differences colloquialisms and simplified words for thing like texting. Such as when texting, I always use short form. This is my bad habits that I cannot throw nowadays.. and I think this is not only my habits but yours too!

4) I have problem in listening. I'm not DEAF! haha. Actually, it's become problem when I cannot understand the question that have been ask because the one who asking speaks too fast and I need to ask them again for many times :(

5) I'm also lacking of experiences in speaking English. I rarely speaks to other people using English language especially when I met foreigners. Often, I’ll avoid to be with them and I think this is my flaw.

6) I’m also have low self-confidence because to me it is different when  the language I am using is not my first language. I find it is hard to express myself and feel not comfortable.

7) I’m afraid to speak English especially to the foreigners. It would be even weirder if I spoke broken English, because I rarely use this language.

8) The medium of instruction in school that I use is Malay. This means everything such as Biology, Physic, Chemistry and Mathematics are taught in Malay except English. This make me using more Malay when at school compare to English. This also bring disadvantages for the future such as when we are common with this situation, it will be hard for us when facing different environment of studying. The main language in this world is English. So, this will be difficult for us to adapt with the situation and making us become more stress.

9) Lack of practice. I don't really like to read any English books. One of the reason is because when I'm reading the book, I easily get bored because of some words that I cannot understand.

10) Negative perception among community. Many people especially Malays become very under estimate with people who talks in English. This type of behavior really discourage the learners who want to increase their language level.

In the nutshell, I hope I can become  master in my English and I will always try to practice English Language because Practice Is The Key To Success.

‘It does not matter how many hours you spend on studying English. The only thing that matters is how many hours you spend using it.’

The New Me

Be happy with what you have and are, be generous with both, and you won't have to hunt for happiness.

-William E. Gladstone.-

This quotes give an inspiration to my life. Now, I will run for my happiness. Everyone have their own vision to achieve for the rest of their life, right ? 

Nobody wants any sad story in their life and same goes to me. I want to share with you guys a story. A very fantastic story for me and this story makes THE NEW ME . 

I am now in my second semesters in this beautiful college. Why I'm saying it as beautiful? Because it is near to my house hihi (i'm not a person that can live far away from my parents). I can't imagine how my future will be when I need to study away from here. 

Guys, my first semester was going well (alhamdulillah) but now I still did not know my final examination's result. I'm a little bit scared and what I'm hoping for now is I can get a flying colour result to make my parents and my whole family happy. InsyaAllah. 

Before I'm attending this college, I was studying in SMK Tengku Bariah in Kuala Terengganu. Not many people know about my school because it's only an ordinary school, not like the other boarding schools that many people know about it. However, I'm was thankful because I was growing up there and i met lot of friends there that are very nice to me. Thank you everyone :)

In SPM, I obtained a very magnificent result that I never imagined. Alhamdulillah. I managed to make my parents, family, teachers and friends proud of me. But, it's not the end because I know I need to continue to achieve my dreams. I was chosen to continue my study at
ASASI PINTAR, UKM and takes Foundation In Science as my course.

I became a very passive person when I was there. Maybe I was shocked with the new environment. Everyday I will called my mother and  I'd cried huhu

Instead of that, I'm a person that very hard to share my feeling with others people. I'm going to keep it by myself because I know everyone just can hear our story but what can they do? Yes, maybe they can give us some motivation to stay strong but that's not enough for me. Everyone in this world have their own story and we cannot understand it unless we face it too.

What I noticed when I was there is their daily life is quite different with mine. The students there have a very brilliant kind of mind and I felt I'm feeling insecure. There's one time when I'm feeling like giving up and leave from there as soon as possible but it's only my plan. Who am I to decide what's my plan,right? and Alhamdulillah Allah have better plan for me.....

Alhamdulillah, I was chosen to get scholarship under Yayasan Terengganu to further my study in medical course and now I'm continuing my preparation at TATI University College. Although I felt very sad to leave UKM but I knew this is the better plan for me.

I have set in my mind, this time I'll do the best. I do not want to become passive person again because to me I need to do some changes in my life, I hope I can achieve my dreams and become someone that can bring happiness to other even I know I can't do it but I'll try to fit in with other people. I'm only an ordinary person that full with mistakes and I hope everyone can accept me.

I need to start my new topic of my life as good as I can. I hope I can study very well and achieve my dream! (to become your future Doctor. InsyaAllah)

That's what I'm saying everyone can get happiness because when you down there, believe that there are better plans for us.

Ma,abah,sisters,brothers,teachers,lecturers and friends.. please pray for me...

Thank you for spending your time reading my entry. :)