The New Me

Be happy with what you have and are, be generous with both, and you won't have to hunt for happiness.

-William E. Gladstone.-

This quotes give an inspiration to my life. Now, I will run for my happiness. Everyone have their own vision to achieve for the rest of their life, right ? 

Nobody wants any sad story in their life and same goes to me. I want to share with you guys a story. A very fantastic story for me and this story makes THE NEW ME . 

I am now in my second semesters in this beautiful college. Why I'm saying it as beautiful? Because it is near to my house hihi (i'm not a person that can live far away from my parents). I can't imagine how my future will be when I need to study away from here. 

Guys, my first semester was going well (alhamdulillah) but now I still did not know my final examination's result. I'm a little bit scared and what I'm hoping for now is I can get a flying colour result to make my parents and my whole family happy. InsyaAllah. 

Before I'm attending this college, I was studying in SMK Tengku Bariah in Kuala Terengganu. Not many people know about my school because it's only an ordinary school, not like the other boarding schools that many people know about it. However, I'm was thankful because I was growing up there and i met lot of friends there that are very nice to me. Thank you everyone :)

In SPM, I obtained a very magnificent result that I never imagined. Alhamdulillah. I managed to make my parents, family, teachers and friends proud of me. But, it's not the end because I know I need to continue to achieve my dreams. I was chosen to continue my study at
ASASI PINTAR, UKM and takes Foundation In Science as my course.

I became a very passive person when I was there. Maybe I was shocked with the new environment. Everyday I will called my mother and  I'd cried huhu

Instead of that, I'm a person that very hard to share my feeling with others people. I'm going to keep it by myself because I know everyone just can hear our story but what can they do? Yes, maybe they can give us some motivation to stay strong but that's not enough for me. Everyone in this world have their own story and we cannot understand it unless we face it too.

What I noticed when I was there is their daily life is quite different with mine. The students there have a very brilliant kind of mind and I felt I'm feeling insecure. There's one time when I'm feeling like giving up and leave from there as soon as possible but it's only my plan. Who am I to decide what's my plan,right? and Alhamdulillah Allah have better plan for me.....

Alhamdulillah, I was chosen to get scholarship under Yayasan Terengganu to further my study in medical course and now I'm continuing my preparation at TATI University College. Although I felt very sad to leave UKM but I knew this is the better plan for me.

I have set in my mind, this time I'll do the best. I do not want to become passive person again because to me I need to do some changes in my life, I hope I can achieve my dreams and become someone that can bring happiness to other even I know I can't do it but I'll try to fit in with other people. I'm only an ordinary person that full with mistakes and I hope everyone can accept me.

I need to start my new topic of my life as good as I can. I hope I can study very well and achieve my dream! (to become your future Doctor. InsyaAllah)

That's what I'm saying everyone can get happiness because when you down there, believe that there are better plans for us.

Ma,abah,sisters,brothers,teachers,lecturers and friends.. please pray for me...

Thank you for spending your time reading my entry. :)